Turks!

Hanging out with neighbors and Tim at Turks! We had a blast....

Stoked?

What does it mean when you are not stoked on someone? Do you want to hang out with them? Would you rather not have them around? I feel like I'm being too hard on him, but there is a slew of emotions lately that I don't know how to handle and I wind up telling him everything that I'm thinking and it turns into him not being stoked on me. He loves me, but not stoked....

I'm sad, confused, and lost lately. I want to tell him all these things I think and feel, but I worry that I just may make it worse. I hate working so many days in a row. I hate working the weekends. I hate staying out late when I have to be to work the next day. I want to curl up in a ball lately and just be! Just be alone, just be sad, just cry if I need to...

I want to be the happy person that everyone thinks that I am... I want the complications to go away, I want to be content again. I want the thoughts in my head to slow down, calm down.

I'm happy that I'm going on vacation in two weeks. I think being with my family will help put things into perspective. I think it will give me insight into what I want to happen from here on out.

Today's pledge: Allow there to be silence. It's okay to sit in a room with someone and just be silent.

Favorite Quilt

There have been many.... This is my favorite. I think it's my
favorite because of the bright colors and because my brother picked
the pattern for me!

I love this picture!

Gotta love a greyhound on a hot day!

Sake and Sushi

This is my first mobile blog entry!!!