I Hate my JOB!

I just can't handle it anymore... I'm tired of going to work everyday and having them expect the world of me.  I'm tired of the trainees asking me for something every five seconds!  What happened to just going to work and being a tech?  Getting my work done within the alloted time and still having time to socialize?  I'm tired of the carrot dangling in front of my face and never getting to eat it!  I need a break!  I need a vacation.... Actually a vacation will make is worse, because it will be the same shit when I get back!!!!

I feel bad that I just spent the last hour venting to Tim.  I vent to him all the time because I think that he understands.  I now feel sorry that I do it because it leads to the comment of "I'm just not stoked right now."  I don't know what to do with that comment.  I can understand not being stoked about your girlfriend unloading her hatred for work for an hour, that's got to really suck!  

I just need a break, I want to tell my boss that I just want to be a tech.  I don't want to be an evaluator or trainer.  I just want to be able to come into work, get my work list for the day, and go into the lab and complete my work.  I want to hang up my union steward hat for awhile and stop listening to everyone else's problems.   Why doesn't anyone ask me how I'm doing? If I have any problems that need to be fixed?  Maybe I need to stop walking around with a big smile on my face and honestly answer the question "How are you?" 

You know, venting on blogger makes me feel better.... This blog is Life, Love and Kate.... This is me, all of me.  It maybe happy, bitchy, sad, or just plain honest...... but it's me!